Wednesday, October 28, 2009

SHMEh'

Sometimes.. I get so irritated with things & how days can go by and I feel as though I did nothing to make it what it should have been or could have been! I wast so much time on things that don't matter and don't put enough into the things that do. Selfishness settles in and I don't even notice until too late. ..lately I feel like I don't do much that matters...or things I want! Why!?? I ask myself the same thing. I feel like I don't have any direction or guide to what I need to do cuz I don't know what I want to do!

...I pray but feel like I hear nothing and then I get discouraged and don't do anything..LAZY! I know that's what you're thinking..but I just need a LIFT an encouraging word! Something to get me going and excited...

If u read my poor post ..lol...be praying the Lord will show new things to me and open my eyes to a path I should be taking.

1 comment:

Day Dreamin! said...

First of all, do not believe that you are LAZY!! You are not and we all know that, it sounds like you are just in a season, maybe not one you would choose for yourself, but since God is in control I think we can trust Him with knowing what He is doing!! I thought I would offer some encouragement...

1. I am coming home in a couple weeks....
2. Maybe we can get involved in something together
3. You are so beautiful inside and outside and God has BIG plans for you and satan would love for you to feel as though this is not the case.
4. You do not have to "do" anything and have that as your concern as long as you are being with Jesus in your every day life you will be right where you need to be, and
5. No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him. 1 Corinthians 2:9
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. Isaiah 41:10
Be still and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth. Psalm 46:10
And if by grace, then it is no longer by works; if it were, grave would no longer be grace. Romans 11:6
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Galatians 6:9
Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess for He who promised is faithful. Hebrews 10:23
Come to Me, all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30
and finally,
But the Lord is faithful, and HE will strengthen and protect you from the evil one. 2 Thess 3:3

I love you so much and miss you and can't wait to see your face, do not believe the lies that you are not doing anything worth anything! You are fulfilling your purpose just being you. I love you twin!