Listening..

It seems like this New Year has been such a stretch and struggle for me...I find my self being blessed right and left with answered prayers but at the same time feeling so emotionally sad. I've had this discussion with one of my close girl friend and she said allot of people are feeling this. Allot of Christians. As I hear this and see others with the same feelings. I'm encouraged... It shows me that we are doing what Christ is calling us to. The enemy is trying to distract us from our hearts being filled with Joy and Christ is doing! As I pray against the enemy he comes right back and I keep on praying and praying! The louder I get in my relationship and the more I keep pursuing the Lord and his Word I see strength & perseverance rising in me. The Lord keeps bringing to my heart that when or what ever I'm going through NO matter how difficult it is to understand. Know God is God! His love is the same as it always has been and he is never to change! He keeps reminding me to remind my self of all the Amazing works hes done in my life and in others around me. I don't EVER want to forget what hes already done and loose the understanding of his power.

Something I've been doing in the mornings now for about 3 weeks ...and its been so crazy what a big difference its made in not only my attitude but my day! Is..I don't put a foot on the ground until I've given my first minute of the day to the Lord in prayer. I pray whats on my heart that morning and I pray for what I know may try and get me down b4 the enemy tries his tricks. I pray for my family and loved ones. Talking with the Lord is so precious! And it may seem soo simple but to be given the relationship to be able to talk to the CREATOR of all being!!! THAT'S crazy big and so mind blowing!

So, this week if your tired of feeling tired! Don't blame it on the weather or the economy! Take Ur thoughts and feelings and cast them upon our father in heaven. Don't let the enemy control you're day.

We are not Promised tomorrow but Given today! So, live each day to the best we can, you never know who's watching.